Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Fight Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a overcast Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation bloomed behind my one eye. Then came quick jolts, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: aura in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP finally referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition often start with severe pain behind a single eye that persists up to three hours.
About 1 in 1000 people suffer by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually begin with sudden, severe pain around one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts during bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, similar to many triggers, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across history. “The first description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient healing records propose unusual remedies for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by global medical societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in treating the condition explain this.
In 1998, scientists released the results of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains slow. One man's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple surgeries before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do signs occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode passed.
National guidance on management advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the bouts of some individuals.
But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional attacks are handled with abortive treatment alone. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a